I am a 22 year old gay asian male who has been dealing with loneliness and depression on and off for a long time now. I am about to graduate from college but instead of feeling happy and hopeful, I feel like I've lost most of my hope in life over the past few years. I have a great family, but I know they don't approve of my homosexuality and wish I could change. I often wish I could change as well bc I feel like an outcast in the gay world...bc I'm asian, guys mostly ignore me...it's like i'm invisible or diseased. I guess it doesn't help that I don't fly a rainbow flag and am usually turned off by flamboyant, in your face gay guys. I don't really fit in with the straight world either...I've lost contact with most of my friends who are all living their lives, meeting great people and starting relationships. I feel like I'll never have the things they have...so I just figure I might as well get used to being lonely. How have you dealt with your own pain?
2007-05-20
10:28:39
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender