I'm so self conscience
more than a Kanye verse
This is how I feel about myself
To be honest with you I don't know where it all began
I remember when I was younger and carefree, I would be oblivious to negativity that surrounded me
But now it doesn't just surround me it's inside of me
I look at myself in a completely different light
there are so many insecurities I have in my life
From the way I talk, To the way I dress and look
The world can see my self doubt like I'm a open book
this is why the tears stream down my cheek
Stared at and critiqued by others, every inch of me
Confidence is something I fake, to mask the uneasiness
I feel inside
The beauty inside and out of me I've always tried to see
Does my weave and designer clothes make me beautiful or is it something more?
Maybe if I was close to a size four
Sterotyped, and easily put into a group
Timid and bemused
I wonder in your eyes, what kind of person I seem to you
2007-04-24
01:58:48
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