38 years old, married less than a year, tall size 22, my husband has no interest in me, he prefers adult websites and cams, but he ALWAYS checks out the big women, I try to take care of myself, exercise, tan, have my nails done and dress nice, but I feel so hideously ugly, when I go out into public people I don't know call me the most horrible names, antidepressants haven't helped, diets don't work for me, I've even starved myself trying to lose weight so I won't be an outcast in soceity, I long for a "normal" life and to know how it feels to be ok with who I am, I was this size when I got married, but I am invisible to my husband, I love him so and am craving his attention and a simple touch, I welcome any suggestions, thank you all
2007-02-22
17:38:40
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Sophie
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Marriage & Divorce