I have lost other people that were close to me in my life, but it never felt like this. I have been crying for 2 days straight. I can't explain to my family cuz they didn't understand how much he meant to me. I can't stop thinking about him & how much he helped me thro some bad times. My heart breaks over each time I think. I have tried many things to keep my mind off of thinking of him. I think that I would be able to handle it more if I knew that he was still around, but he isn't cuz he is now dead. I have never felt this alone very in my life. I don't know how to stop the feelings of lost, empty, alone. I don't want to hear that I should pray to God, he is the one that took my bestfriend from me. I am a God fearing lady, but I don't feel any comfort knowing my friend is in heaven. He wasn't ill or anything.
2007-01-29
17:54:23
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MaeSalgo
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