My grandad recently died, and so i'm helping to clear out alot of his things from my grans house. This morning though, my dad said he found my grans old diary that she wrote when I was little, and he said she wrote in many enteries 'Tom's (me) a lovely quiet lad, but I just wish he'd say Hi Gran, how are you, and hug me when he visits me'. This wasn't without her consent b.t.w, she let my dad see the diary. I can't help but feel like i've wasted so many years, and its really upset me, I just wana cry. Do you think its right I feel this way, and should I start to make more of an effort when around? Its just strange because I love her, and I always talk to her, so I just feel like I've let her down all these years, but I can't help it if i'm shy or quiet.
Thanks.
2006-12-17
00:22:28
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