I am confused about it myself, so I hope I can be clear enough here... the other day I was in a public location and i noticed who I thought was a lesbian and I felt her energy and I liked her calm, smart, intuitive style. I was immediately drawn to her, but I was not obviously making eye contact and I did not even talk to her. It was just a vibe or "air" or profile I saw of her and that was it. But it was so powerful a feeling without negative thoughts, as I usually have of men (I do not trust them- stereotyped imprint in my head). I thought about the possibility of ever having any relationship with her and that I would enjoy it. I have no previous experience with girls or anything close.
But all I know is that I hate men (usually). It is not the physical unattraction or being turned off. It's what I have come to believe men to be untrustworthy. I have not met many men my age (+ 20 years) I can say, "I can trust him". I trust old grandpas, but even them I do not trust...
2006-10-21
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