He and I have been in an online relationship for two years now and months back it has been crashing down. I tried to love him through a computer but it was not enough. I understand why he yells at me, I understand that I do not provide enough and I understand why says I am a "stupid stupid little girl". I am loyal to him only. Does he understand that? I love HIM only. He says I'm pretending. This is not a game, it never was. Why would tears be shed, screens punched right through, tantrums that would throw anyone onto the brink of insanity? If it was fake, why does it hurt so much? This is not puppy love, and passions dies. We know what each other needs. I do not think he knows how much we can hurt each other. Never apologies, never resolutions. It burns. It does.
2006-10-12
15:37:28
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