two weeks ago, we said i was coming over in two weeks. days pass and i know i'm not going but i find it SOOOO hard to tell him i cant come. i have told him this twice before, that i cant go. but in my heart i want to so so so bad. it isn't possible for me, there is no way i can make it. so now the plane is supposed to go tomorrow with me on it and i hear his voice and i try to tell him, but it's like 'just give me one more day with him'. we have a deep love that's difficult to understand, we have been through alot. i was married when we met, he has been with other women because he was so jealous over time of me being with my husband. even now if i'm out he thinks there is someone else, but it's only him. it was only him i thought of when i was with my husband (who was really bad for me) i cant go because something holds me back, but if i tell him it will just go one way. in that it wont be over, but we will both feel bad, i want to be with him so bad but it's impossible.
2006-09-03
23:21:59
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