Because I'm not. I wouldn't even classify myself as being a good person, i haven't lived a very good life. I've done a lot of drugs, stole, lied a lot, and i have been a hore. I'm 36 and i am trying to turn over a new leaf. But I have hurt a lot of people and hurt myself a lot too. I can honestly swear to God that I would take back all the evil **** i've done if i could and start over and do it right, earn what i get, wait for the right woman, you know. But right now i am earning what i get, but i can't make up for all the things i took that hurt people, and if the right woman did come along i couldn't even be with her because of all the baggage i have from all the wrong women i screwed up with and left me feeling stupid and dirty.I know i love jesus with all my heart, but i can't say i'm so sure he loves me yet. I wouldn't love me if i was him. How do i get past this?
2006-11-09
19:51:43
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Matthew Star
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