I've been agnostic for years, but I keep it to myself most of the time. I'm not fond of it, but it's a personal necessity for me to be this way-- blind faith and atheism both contradict my ideals and values.
Anyway, most of my friends are Christian, and we occasionally discuss religion. However, every time the subject comes up, they seem to agree with me a little more. Some of them have come completely around to my point of view.
The problem is, I like Christians. I may not always agree with them, but I'm very attracted to their faith and hope and morality. I know what a pain it is to be agnostic, and I wouldn't wish it on the people I love. Also, if Christianity is true, I'm more or less doing the Devil's work.
So what do I do? Just tell them that, actually, I don't have any good reason for being the way I am? That I'm trying to avoid heaven because there are certain people I don't want to bump into there?
2006-09-01
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