I just came out of the closet to my parents. The last thing I want to be on their minds is me having sex with another guy. I mean, ok, sure it WAS hot before when I was in the closet. But now, with them knowing, I can't think about sex without getting freaked out. I feel like their thinking about me having sex. For one, because "aids" was the first thing my mom shouted when I came out about being gay. Now, I feel like their imagining me being a bottom and getting done by some hot stud. I feel so uncomfortable. When my dad enters the room, a breeze of awkwardness fills the air and it's totally quiet, same thing with my mom. I know they have had thoughts of me getting done, how should I handle this? 24/7, I am feeling like I want to throw up just because the thought of them thinking of my butt in anyway grosses me out. I wish I were still in the closet. I wish they didn't know. I don't even have a problem with them knowing I like men. It's just about the sex.
2007-02-26
09:41:11
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