I'm afraid he's going to be weirded out by it. A few years ago, when we were first dating, he asked me repeatedly if i'd ever been with a girl because I told him i'd thought about it before. But over the years, i've acted as if it was a passing phase but the truth is, i've been fantasizing about being with a girl for a long time.
I've been online looking at porn to satisfy me since I don't know if he'll ever be down with me being with a girl. Should I be honest and tell him I still have these feelings. I mean, I don't think i'm going to wither away and die if I can't be wit ha girl, I just want to get over the curiosity.
I'm a Christian , too. Does this mean I'm going to Hell?
2006-07-25
06:34:11
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