no one knows i am gay.. and people treat gays like criminals or terrorists.. they don't understand that people don't choose to be gay... it's just who i am..i don't choose to feel attracted to the same sex.. i have no control over this.. i think it is a sickness which cannot be cured unfortunately.. i don't know what to do.. to tell my parents, friends? my life will be over.. they all will hate me.. to try seek asylum or immigrate to a civil country? i don't know.. live my whole life like this, hiding and acting? it's a nightmare... by the way, can i apply for a political asylum in the U.S.? would you h elp me to move? if i get a citizenship in a civil country i will at least be able to escape prosecutions and be able to tell everyone who i am... i don't know... i feel so lonely.. maybe i just should kill myself and all problems will be resolved..
2006-07-08
04:14:57
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender