The minute someone starts to get close to me, I start to act weird!! I set them tests ( secretly) to see how much they do like me. I will push, and push to see how much they will take before they leave. Of course 9/10 do. This then confirms to me that they did not like/love me as much as they said, and that I am not good enough for them. I have met a great guy, and do not want to follow the same pattern. I have spoken to him about it a bit, and he is understanding, but I feel if I could maybe understand why I do it, I may be able to stop. I do not want to screw this up, with me constantly wondering why he with me, when he could get someone so much better, and then almost testing his love for me to see if he will go? Any one out there understand me?
2007-09-29
14:10:05
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staceylovbe
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