I have these random ideas...They're not feelings of wanting to harm people. They are just creative ways of killing people.
A problem can arise and I can come up with a quickfix without having to sit and think about it. At work, its this same automatic thinking, that makes me good at what i do.
Another part of me believes that the world would be better off without humans. I do believe that most people are good, but the bad ones, both publically known and those in my family just do whatever they want for their own gain. This has completely made me disillusioned with life, has made me a bitter person, and makes me distrust every single person...making me even more bitter cause I blame them for my condition and giving me a "what's the use, you'll just get screwed over" attitude. I have always been the pollyanna type, who lived, behaved, and achieved for my family (parents & relatives)...
2007-07-18
17:51:11
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