i dont currently love this woman. but she is still at the core of my feelings. im a very angry/mean person and i believe the reason is because of the unresolved issues i have with her.
a year ago she told me that she had been dating another man. this flipped my whole world upside down and inside out. since then she stopped dating him (apparantly it wasnt serious in the first place, she said he was basicly a friend but ...you dont go out with a friend to the bar, with your kids to the movies...she was dating him). weve been trying to fix things. she has been distant though and my anger has not even begun to be satisfied. she doesnt even think she did anything wrong.
i keep being very verbaly violent to her and then not talking to her for a few months. ...then i get nastalgic, we talk, i obsess, she withdraws, i get angry, she thinks shes righteous and refuse to think about anything, i believe i can finish my life without talking to her ever again, i try... and the cycle repeats
2006-12-05
13:06:36
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