She left me just before marrige 10yrs ago for another man,and she STILL pops into my head!
It's never a good situation...always her doing something wrong,saying something wrong,arriving late,standing me up,but her beauty still shines through in the dam dreams!I don't want her there!
It would be eaiser if my mind would forget her,but 5yrs together has imprinted her into my subconscious it would seem.
Day to day,I don't think of her really.Sometimes there will be situations that call for comparison or mention of her,when talking to my new girlfriend,which is rare - but it ends at that.
Now my dreams on the other hand,I have no control of.
I'm not so spiritual a person,but could there be something more to this,considering that it has been 10 yrs?
When living in Asia,a girl I was with insisted we talk to the 'fortune teller' for fun,& she came out with the whole storey of how I was sad for a long time etc,and as we were drunk,I just broke down.
Help me! I need peace!
2007-09-09
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