I need to find peace of mind. I have had a dream that may be classified as a revelation. My whole life may be symbolized by this revelation, which I had seen in a vision of the night. The dream is in my mind ever since and always occupies my thoughts.
"I saw myself walking into a huge desert, which was completely uninhabited. The color of the sand was very yellowish and I was all alone with no single creature thereabout. In the dream, I found myself walking through the desert while the sun brilliantly shone over my face. I felt extremely happy & joyful, and I was in a splendid mood never felt before; adjoined with real glory and a very high esteem and self-confidence. Inside my soul, I was filled with indescribable peace of mind. My feelings were as if I was exulted in the spirit and raised to be in the realm of the gods. My face shone with splendor and briliance opposite to the son. There was absolutely nothing desired or needed as I walked through the desert. I was totally contended and supremely satisfied.
As I walked, I said to my self: " If seclusion like this can bring me this magnificent state of mind and feeling of extreme well being, I certainly need no one to be with." I truly felt that God was living in me as I walked through the desert; God's Majestic being was sensed inside my spirit and my thoughts were uncomparable to any thing I have ever experienced in the past. Suddenly, I began to see thorns and thistles growing ahead and around me covering all the area that surrounding me as I proceeded in my walk. I then looked for a piece of wood or a wand (Rod) to use as I walked through the thorns which I found. As the way became more difficult due to the appearance of these thick thorns, I used my wand to safely go through. After a while, I crossed my way through the thorns, and then I stopped and looked ahead of me, and behold, I saw a very black goat that was standing above a rocky area and lifting one of its legs (Hoof) above the ground. I immediately said to my self: " This goat may have walked through the thorns which I had just crossed through and that it is lifting one of its hoof above the ground as it may have been hurt, and most likely it is bleeding." I said to my self, as I was thinking how to help this goat, " If it is bleeding, I thought, I would take a piece of my shirt and rap it around his leg to stop the blood and to comfort him". When I approached the goat wanting to check his leg, the goat screamed in my face with a scream that cannot possibly be described. His voice was absolutely odd and unknown to human being. It was louder than any thing I ever heard coming out of an animal or man. The goat kept on screaming and screaming and screaming continuously without stopping while I was standing contemplating and wondering if I had done something wrong. After a while, I began to suspect my self as the cause of this goat's strange behavior which had not stopped screaming yet. At this moment I began to doubt myself. I said to my self: "If this goat is so scared of me to that extent, then what is in me cannot possibly be God." Immediately when that thought crossed my mind, I felt as if something in my body had raptured out and left me in full despair and agony. Instantaneously, the goat stopped screaming, and immediately thereafter I felt so sad, so scared, terrified and lacking joy and confidence, and then darkness began to creep around me. The goat then carried me through the air and brought me to the very place I lived when I was very young; the place was a ranch that my grandfather owned and I often used to spend joyful time in that place. I looked around and saw friends and relatives celebrating and drinking and having great joy. I then said to my self, as I looked at them 200 feet afar: "What could they be so happy about?” "There is nothing worthy in this world to making somebody happy anymore." Then I again looked around me and saw the goat standing next to me. I felt as I stood with him so depressed, so scared and in indescribable despair and extremely in melancholy with no confidence in my self, or self-esteem.
I cannot forget this dream while I live or even after I die. It has brought to me so much tears and sorrows.
Cpould you possibly make a vivid and clear interpretation of this dream? I had the dream sometime ago, but it still lives in me as part of me until this very moment.
Your effort to interpret this dream would be much more than thankful or grateful!
2007-07-14
03:50:22
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lonelyspirit
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