I can't get death off my mind. I get freaked out, start scraping my right wrist, sometimes cut it with a kinfe like I did today.. I wear a long sleeve shirt or jacket so no one can see. Then my stomach gets upset and my head constantly hurts. I have a fear of needles, but no fear of knives. It burns when I do this, maybe like burning in hell, where I belong anyways since I am a worthless piece of &$#@. Lately I figured i would eat my self to death, had a stick of butter and pound of bacon. Maybe a artery will clog up and finish me off before I do it myself.
2006-08-22
13:31:49
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