We have been together for 4.5 years.
I really want to have a baby now, but we compromised to wait another 8.5 months to start trying.
I was trying to do fun things to prepare for a pregnancy: picking out a few baby things, I bought a few baby books, etc.
The problem now is that I feel sick to my stomach and want to cry when I think about waiting another 8.5 months to even start trying.
I will go off the pill when my supply runs out in 5 months and I am upset it will be at least another year before I am pregnant.
It sounds so crazy, but I feel like I have already waited so long to have a baby with the man I love more than anything.
8.5 months just feels like forever.
I don’t want to think about babies, getting pregnant or anything baby related anymore because it makes me too upset.
I try to distract myself with hobbies, my dog, spending time with my husband and working, but I am still upset.
How do I stop feeling like I do?
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2006-08-14
08:50:05
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