I'm 23 years old and I've lost 70 pounds. I went from 210 pounds to 140. I did not gain weight on purpose, by eating, or not exercising....it was due to a medication I was taking.
While I feel good physically, I do not feel good mentally. During the process of losing weight...my stretch marks have become worse and my stomach looks disgusting and saggy....so are my breasts. While I do feel pretty good in my clothes, I cannot bear to look at myself nude. I feel like a disgusting person. I was involved with a man who I thought was "wonderful". He seen me nude, he broke up with me 4 days later and said I needed to work on my body more. This has brought me to the point where I do not want to date or have a sex life. For a while I thought of suicide, but I knew that was wrong and I do not want to hurt my family or friends. Should I simply give up the chance of having children, a husband and live a single, celibate life? Many of you will say have surgery, I cannot afford that.
2007-11-08
06:06:54
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