I have been to residential treatment, been in outpatient therapy, been to a phsyc ward, had equine therapy, and I have had all of the help I could ever ask for from my parents, but I keep falling back into the same pattern. It has destroyed my relationship with my family and friends, It has embarrassed me to the point that I cannot go to school anymore and I am doing home-bound education. I have a year until I graduate from high school and go off to college, from what I hear It will be much more difficult to recover in college than It is now while I still have the help of my parents. But they are giving up on me, how can I ask for help? If I dissapoint them again they will surely give up, but how can I be perfect, and most importantly, where can I find the stregth and inspiration to get up every morning with my mind set on recovery? I would give anything to go back to the residential treatment center with this new knowledge of how devestating my disease is. HELP, my life is at stake!
2006-06-20
17:07:18
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