for instance, just now when I walked in the door, two of my cats came to great me, and a picture of me stomping on them popped into my head. Thoughts like that pop up a lot, but I never act on them (except for a few times very long ago that fortunately did not result in death, just a little loss of air--I guess you can say I suffocated the cat to get off and I'll never get over it, and I'll never forgive myself). I'm disgusted by them, and yet at the same time (sometimes) I'm turned on by them. I suppose it happens more when I'm distressed, but still. Does this happen to anyone else? Is this a dissorder?
2007-07-18
16:34:30
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