I randomly get animalistic rage to kill people, physically harm people, shred them to pieces in horrid ways. I get these morbid thoughts about murder/mutilation, and a powersurge of pure energy that keeps me wired. I take on a crazed attitude, pacing about, cranking up my ipod, pretty much holding myself back from what I'm drawn to doing. I feel like I have to get away or just keep walking, even when I don't know where I'm going or it's too late to go anywhere. I feel like a beast out for a kill. I get a bloodlust and a desire to kill, but I control it. I get it sometimes at school, sometimes at night, and after church especially. I can't help it and I don't try and induce it; it just happens. I don't take any meds and don't have any mental disorders. Is it my imagination, or is it something else?
2007-05-28
12:36:47
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[Wolfie]
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