I just can't live without masturbation: it's like second nature to me. Sometimes, I can masturbate 15 times in a day. Without it, I just can't concentrate on my work. It's been going on for the last 5 years. Of course, it never posed any problem so far that I was dating. But, she now insists we get married and I know for sure, that even with sex, I would still want to masturbate daily.
Also, my mind has become very perverted. I rarely watch porn, but imagine sex with many different people. Why, I have fascinated my girlfriend's mom also several times, whenever she hugs me.
I need masturbation because it gives me energy to deal with a monotonous work routine and calms me down when things go wrong. But, I am worried with my girlfriend pushing me for a marriage, is she in for a big shock, or will she take it normally.
Masturbation also gives me control from one-night stands and immoral behavior. I am able to wear a mask of high values, but underneath it lies this ugly secret.
2006-12-15
10:29:04
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