I understand that its really him fighting it and not me, but we have been doing this for 2 years now, dont get me wrong I DONT want him to give up, its just that this is all getting to me. Im so tired of the same thing over and over, rushing to the hosp in the middle of the night becuase of high fever that they cant expalin. His cancer has spread now and they basicly told us there is nothing they can do, they can give more kemo but eventualy the cancer will out smart the treatment.
I know if I feel this way, I cant even imagine what he is going through, but i feel guilty because im so tired of everything, not to mention im exhaused Im 4 months pregnant and that also takes a toll on me. I worry that he wont be here to see his first grandchild. I think basicly its just the stress thats getting to me. That and the guilt. Does anyone have any suggestion, or have had a similar experence? thanks in advace. This is just such a hard time.
2007-03-10
14:52:02
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Katy
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