My boyfriend and I broke up when I left for college. We attempted the long distance thing, but it didnt work out. I'm tired of hearing give it time, things will get better. I've got plenty to handle, to distract me from thoughts of him. I go out, I concentrate on my studies, I participate in clubs, and activities with friends. I've even gone out on dates to prove to myself that there are other great men out there! I've made a list of the good and bad, then ripped it up. Everything of him is put away in a box. I dont see or speak to him. Nothing seems to work. 18 months is ample time for something like this to heal. And though things may have gotten a little better, the pain still lurks in the shadows. I've accepted that it's over, we can never again be, and its actually for the best. Not a day goes by that he still doesnt cross my mind. Why is it that he so easily has moved on, but yet I'm stuck? How do I finally release this love thats long gone? How do I let go of my first love?
2007-02-12
04:31:15
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