Deep down I knew he wasn’t the one, even though I dumped him but I still loved him and I still do. The moment I knew it was over, I thought I was strong. I was sure I was going to get by without him. I had hurled accusations and cell phones at each other. I had cried, talked, despaired and packed away all my photos and CDs while in a daze. I always told myself I deserved better. Within those few days, I’ve become insecure and despondent. I cried over my dinners for one and watched re-runs at 3am because I couldn’t sleep without him. I felt like I was falling apart and worry how I’d ever get through this.
I tried to cheer up myself, I went out partying, hanging out with friends, flirting and occupying myself with my work. But yet, I still sing his songs.
He’s in fact never given up on me. he still looks me up and tries to win me back. I love him but I can’t forgive him.
2007-01-12
01:21:17
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Melrose
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