Im a 18 year old girl, I love my family a lot and they are very very traditional people who sees gay people as "freaks" (this is the reason for why got a boyfriend at first).
2 years ago I had my first girl-girl experience and I realized I was gay, of course I freak out but a friend of mine help me to accept it.
Time pass and now a days I have a boyfirend (I think the only man in the world that i find attractive( but I start to date him because of my parents)) and I love him very much, he know my "secret" and he accept this, at the begging he also let me be with girls!!!!, but now he is jealous and he starts to act weird when I say something nice about women (of course he don't let me be with one now), and he ask me to forget i like girls forever but my problem is that I´m a lesbian (except 4 him I ONLY LIKE GIRLS), and I cant give up on this, I LOVE GIRLS, but I really care about him...
and if I decide to live as a lesbian and my parents find out they would kill me..
help!!!!!!!
2006-07-24
16:51:47
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Laura G
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