I recently emailed my ex-boyfriend. Been broken up for at least 4 years. While we were together, I was horrible towards the end. A real b*@#&. He eventually broke up with me, but wanted to get back together right after. I said no takebacks. I got married a year ago. Love my husband more than anything. I've been thinking of how bad I was to ex, so I emailed him. Got to talking, found out he's married and a kid on the way. House, great job, the whole shabang. It hit me harder than I thought it would. Now I just think that could have been me if I'd have just given him a chance. He's one of those who loves you so hard it's kinda smothering. My life turned out more towrds the financially handicapped. Now, I can't wait to see if he's going to email and b/s for a while. Question is-do I still have feelings for him, am I jealous of the wife, do I think I want him now that's he's taken, what? I didn't want him to carry a torch for me forever. At least I didn't think I did. What is my problem?
2007-02-08
09:45:56
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