The reason I'm insecure doesn't lie within the fact I don't trust my girlfriend, but within the fact that I'm afraid she's just too good for me. I get so paranoid and worry that she's annoyed with me or fed up. I mis-read everything she says and I normally just make things worse by asking her constantly, "Are you OK with me?"
Lately, I'm not being as bad, but I still do it even know I've told myself not too. She won't break-up with me because of it, but I know things could be better if I would just stop - I just need to know how to feel at ease and stop worrying. I worry all-day long, before I go sleep and when I wake-up.
I'm in love with her so much, and I don't ever want us to be apart, but I know this can't go on (with me being so insecure). I'll say again, this isn't a trust issue - I know she'd never betray or cheat 100%... and that's why I don't know where these feelings are coming from.
She's my best friend and I adore her. I want to feel happier and stop worrying.
2006-09-10
10:55:05
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