I have been married for nine years, to a man that has tons of problems, and everything that can go wrong in a marriage can...I have been on anti-depressents for four years and I can't live without it...I look in the mirror and the girl I knew is gone and what is left is a bitter woman, who lost her smile. The only light in this world of darkness is my daughter. She breaths life into me and gives me some of her spirit. So why can't I leave and mean it. I know what is going to happen, their is no romance, no sex, no love. I am not the first thing or the last on his list of thoughts. My insticts tell me, he doesn't love you. There is no christmas, no happiness..I am alone and living with a person. When he looks at me, the word c...t!! comes to mind. I am so lost..Do I trust my insticts, to know that the rest of the marriage is worthless?
2006-06-21
15:54:29
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Marriage & Divorce