need to sleep, but i'm scared of seeing you again....you promise me its the last night you'll be there waiting on me, but again im climbing the steepest hill and your hand is reaching down for mine and the instant i see you eyes, i fall....fall deeper into what i hate. leave me alone, i get it "you have my attention!" youve had me since the hope was birthed in my heart the moment i grabbed your tender pure hands and knew you were the one who be so amazing i would have to destroy knowing im not worthy of someone of such intense embraces. what have i done? must i crush everything that is so magical, its real, yet you cant figure it out; so you dont. u just sit there and type and type and listen to music and smile cuz it doesnt hurt....it feels good to know i actually had something worth slitting my own throat for. but only if you smiled while i did it then kissed before i drained empty of all passion in your hands. i cant figure it out...hatred, love, pain, envy, jealousy, hope, death
2006-08-22
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