need to sleep, but i'm scared of seeing you again....you promise me its the last night you'll be there waiting on me, but again im climbing the steepest hill and your hand is reaching down for mine and the instant i see you eyes, i fall....fall deeper into what i hate. leave me alone, i get it "you have my attention!" youve had me since the hope was birthed in my heart the moment i grabbed your tender pure hands and knew you were the one who be so amazing i would have to destroy knowing im not worthy of someone of such intense embraces. what have i done? must i crush everything that is so magical, its real, yet you cant figure it out; so you dont. u just sit there and type and type and listen to music and smile cuz it doesnt hurt....it feels good to know i actually had something worth slitting my own throat for. but only if you smiled while i did it then kissed before i drained empty of all passion in your hands. i cant figure it out...hatred, love, pain, envy, jealousy, hope, death
2006-08-22 10:24:28 · 4 answers · asked by playaninstrument 3 in Entertainment & Music ➔ Polls & Surveys
dont know and i really dont care cuz im actually, actually okay. hard to believe huh? i could take a bullet to the brain and still live after this...id say id rather it fly ur direction, but id jump and save you because in fact, IF THIS WERE FACT, id still love you. im afraid ive already fallen.......asleep
2006-08-22 10:25:08 · update #1
you sound like the voice in my head
2006-08-22 10:30:36 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Hah, what's with the pirate talk? I even haven't any faith, yet I carry morals in severe regard. What little I research Gnostics (from a e book with a Satanic slant), i could relate to. Their god Abraxas became the god of excellent and evil, an extremely human and sensible concept. i do not participate in any type of 1000's or practices. i'm into technology and philosophy, and that i attempt to mind-set faith/spirituality from that perspective when I can. in my view even with the undeniable fact that, i imagine most of the significant religions were exploited for use of power, and characteristic been a ways-removed from their unique purpose. purely seem on the problem-free Christian, as an get mutually. Jesus will be rolling in his grave if he did not magically ascend into the clouds.
2016-12-01 00:31:18 · answer #2 · answered by littell 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yea. Drugs?
2006-08-22 10:30:05 · answer #3 · answered by badkitty1969 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
YOU NEED A SHRINK
AN EXPERIENCED ONE
2006-08-22 12:51:45 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋