i really hate myself and have tried to kill myself twice. im 17.i am 5 foot 3 and weigh 53 kilos and i know technically im not overweight but i suck. i have huge shoulders from swimming and it looks weird cause i have no boobs. i have a pot belly and a huge butt and strechmarks,specs,braces n loads of hair on my face,legs,arms and belly.worse of all i have this layer of fat and thick lines around my neck that i had since i was born n its really obvious. i havent worn sleeveless clothes for years .i am losing hair and what i have left is crap.i have PCOS.the guys at my school find me ugly n disgusting and the girls feels sorry for me.it doesn't help that my brother whos a year older is the hottest guy in school and was prom king.parents dont allow me to wear makeup,straighten dye my hair,use hair styling products.in my whole life a guy hasn't even looked at me.i try hard 2 look my best but its hard 2 hold my head high.im starting college this year n thinkin of it makes me wanna die.hel
2007-01-06
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