If you are going to talk me into faith...I tell you I have been to many of those vigils...nothing changed when I attended those vigils and faith talks...it made no difference in my life but just made me attend those vigils...I know what your thinking right now, "how can I help you if your so stubborn?" it's not me being stubborn, it's just that talks will never change anything, will it erase things that have been done? No! because the problem is still there. and the fact that you said some problems take more time to get out of. Which is my point that when that time comes, I may not surpass the depression it made to me. ALso I see your point that you want to meet up personally however Since I have been burned so many times even in person I trust nobody anymore...there is no difference meeting in person and thru email. I know there is no easy way out in problems...My belief and faith will never change anymore after all these problem I have... It now came to the point that the only person I can trust is myself. No religion, person or faith can help me in this world..that's what I believe in now. I hung into my faith for so long and the time came that I had to let go. I am not that soldier of God who has the strength to hang on as He expects or if ever he has a destiny as he said. I am nor the saint of a devil for the devil is the reason for my sufferings. I only hang into myself for I alone can help myself in this so unfair world. I made my destiny, I fell into the trap of the devil, I hoped that the One trus God would show me the way to his righteousness however I failed. I'm stuck in the pithole where I stand and I must find my own way without any others belief and faith. I stand by myself alone...and this is what the world brought into me...I'm glad their are people out there like you who are willing to help people like me...but if you would just like to talk faith into me... I tried that so many times and it doesnt work with me... just to let you know...If God is stronger , why did he let me fall into the hands of the devil? If you say it was my free will and choice, think again, who in this world wanted to fall in the hands of the devil? If God truely guides us, does He want us to experience these struggles? If this is a test, I say this is a good joke God made. Because I failed the test... In the first place, why does he gives test if he created us...what about those people who failed his test? so that means we wont go to heaven after all? those who only passed the test will?? so that means even heaven is no differnet than the world we live in. Where there is social classes, government and politics.
2007-07-02
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