First let me say I would never hurt myself, or another human being. I have been diagnosed for depression and anxiety disorder. I was mentally abused, and my dad pucnched me and threw me down on the ground untill my brother and mom pulled him off when I was 16 becasue I said "pissed off". I have been going to therapy since then I'm now 18, and going to a psychiatrist. Whenever I get extremely upset I break things. In the past two years I have broken 2 nice watches, punched a hole in my wall, cut my matress up to pieces with a box knife, smashed my $250 keyboard (I got a new one), torn the blinds off my window and shredded them up with a box knife, caught one of my guitars on fire and ripped the strings off which cut my hands up, and broken 7 cell phones by throwning them at walls, smashing them with a hammer etc. I don't know why I'm doing this and its starting to scare me. I havent told my psychiatrist about it. Is this related to the issuses I have or something else?
2007-12-12
19:29:16
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Maxwell
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