I was rapped one year, four months, and twelve days ago by my ex-boyfriend. Two weeks later I moved out, while he was at work with the help of my best friend. She is the only person who knows I was rapped. 3wks l8r I failed the pregnancy test. I had an abortion. I am less ashamed of the abortion than the rape. I needed help. My new roommate was an old friend and so I explained my situation. He asked one Q;R U sure? He went w/me to the clinic, drove me home, and held me when I cried. I fell hard for him in a short time. We've been dating 4 three months. We love each other. How can I tell him what I should have told him in the beginning? I am afraid of what he will do. He knew my X. I don't want to lose him. I don't think I will, but he knows something happened. I just can't bring myself to say it. I feel like I've been lying to him. I love him more than air. How do I explain why I didn't tell him in the beginning and why it has taken me so long now?
2007-11-12
19:23:20
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