i am born and raised as a christian. i started going to church at 3 up until i was 15. i guess i never really understood what it takes to be a christian, but i believe in that one God.
three years ago i was faced with a difficult situation that sent my self-esteem to ground zero and since then i had issue with trust and became anti-social for nearly two years. it is not as bad now because i live with a group of lovely people. but i still avoid people if i could. since then my life has gone downhill, i almost failed university, lost all my friends, and remained unemployed since finishing uni a year ago. i have chosen to avoid problems than to face and solve them. in other words, it is hard to get on with life. i have hit rock bottom.
like a lot of people, i tried going back to church. many times, all of which didnt last long. im not used to friendliness of church goer anymore. im not used to being with people anymore. i prefer to pray at my own time at my own pace. when im alone
2007-10-07
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