&& since that moment i have never been the same. this burden on my heart feels like tons of bricks crushing my soul into feelings that dont matter to anyone else. && all i can do is sit back and let this disaster take place and crush my entire life into billions of tiny peices that will never be bandaged up by that fake smile again.
&&Each tear that escapes from my eyes is a constant reminder that until that last tear drops, this pain will endure forever. Into eternity my heart will constantly burn, desperately trying to heal itself into a reckless torture of passion.
&& in the deepest parts of the night I wish this despair wouldnt hurt so damn much. If god would answer a single one of my prayers, I would go back in time to the moment our lips first met. Because in that single moment I had a reasurance that everything I ever wanted was right before me. It was as if no one else existed and that me and you were standing on a cloud, embracing eachother as if we will never embrace another soul again..
&& we both knew that in that very moment, that there was no one else that would never feel as right as this. No one else that would ever bare the embrace of this love, no one else that should ever touch these lips. I would stay in this moment forever. For this moment was true happiness that I haven't felt since. And i rather stay in that one moment with you forever, then live the rest of my life with a shattered heart.
&& until God answers my prayers, I will patiently wait with this thirsting heart. Because I know that the feelings awaiting me are worth the pain and sorrow. And right now my heart may be exploding with confusion and torture, but I keep my eyes focused on that one moment when we will be standing on that cloud again, embracing eachother as if it was our last will on earth..
2007-09-03
02:54:51
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