Note : this is only to my friends, and people who have knowledge of what i am speaking. others read and don't answer please.
By Grace of the lord, i learned things, which are rarely & difficult.
By his grace i got understanding of mysticism and many procedures of achieving them.
I understood the Mystic capabilities ( Siddhis ) ,and also got to know how to learn them.
anima , mahima , praaptiH , śruta, Garima, drstesu, isHtā, vasita
But also very soon, Lord was so merciful that i understood i don't need to gain any of these, and left practicing the skills which i had begun ( Garima )
as i understood that these were hindrances in path to realization and these are not necessary to understand Hari. I was strong enough to burn my initial desires of achieving them.
BUT,
Now, even after i leave those, i get attracted to these, and suddenly without me wanting, i start liking this in one way or the other.
Do i really have control Over me? if so why i fail & start liking.
-- deito
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2007-07-27
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