I have. It's kind of scary. Picturing myself with a wife, etc. Up until I was about 14 my thoughts about life were having a wife and kids etc. I even had a girlfriend and went with her to her freshman prom (we broke up after she cheated on me, I was in love with here though, puppy love or whatever). A few years later when I realized I was Gay she wanted to get back together, I was in the military at the time (still in denial) and tried to make it work but things just weren't working (if you get my drift). I later told her (even though I gave it my best), that it wasn't her, it was me. But I still remember when we were about 16 we drove by the Mayor's house (drunk off our butt's) and saying that we would have a house like that when we get married. Did you have any experience's like that. Not that I think (knowing now) that it would ever worked out. But do you ever wonder what kind of life you would be living if you weren't Gay. It's kind of scary to me.
2007-07-03
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