I split up from my ex about a month ago. I'm missing him terribly even though he was a good-fer-nuthin, and I just feel really empty. I always try to be everything I can for my partners, but I've never been good enough and it's always ended in disaster. Now I'm just feeling really rubbish. It seems like life has a point if there's someone to share it with. I have really low-self esteem, and my friends are telling me that I should spend time alone and get to love myself first. But the one thing that makes me happy is making other people happy and gaining their love.
So why does it keep going wrong? I give everything I have, build a person up, support them, excite them, entertain them, love them, spoil them... And it makes me feel so good to get their love in return.
But now I am alone and I just have myself to give love to. Which I don't find easy cos I don't really like myself. I just want someone to love me :-(
2007-06-21
00:32:09
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