It's been, what? Three years now since I started self-injuring. Why can't I stop? Severe injury scares me - the extreme self-harming people I just think about as if they're crazy. I could never go that far. I'm mild with my harming - and it only occurs a few days every few months. My depression has gotten better over the years - I'm still not, what you would say, happy though. Lately I've been feeling more out of whack, for lack of a better word. The symptoms of Depersonalization disorder seem to hit the nail with how I feel (and have been feeling). I tried, I really did, to go to therapy at my college campus. But I couldn't do it - I was too scared. I don't tell my family anything - they have no idea how I feel. I'm past 18 now so I don't feel burdened to say anything to them really. There's that common phrase "rollercoaster" in reference to emotions. I believe that my depression will worsen in the future and I may do something drastic that I'll regret. I just don't know what to do.
2007-05-19
16:22:18
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