Is it going to feel this hard the whole time that he is gone? I thought that I would get a routine, but I'm still waiting for that to happen.
He's only been gone a month. We have at least5 more months to go.
He was horrible before he left. It was like he hated me and my kids. We fought constintaly. Sometimes I feel like I don't want him to come home, but in my heart, I miss him so much.
I feel like giving up, like giving up this house, giving up this relationship. I really don't want to, but him being gone, and me not being able to get any control over the kids, I just want to through my arms up and say "TAKE IT ALL!!!".
I've emailed him when I have had a bad day and all he does is get angry at me. He told me to "get your **** together or I'll erase every email I get from you".
I gave up everything to be with him.
I love him so much, but don't know how to deal with this? How do I make things right?How do I not have bad days?
How do I feel his love like I use to?
2007-05-03
20:08:52
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dolfinlover4321
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