God help me, here I go....
I've been dealing with clinical depression, anxiety, and OCD for a few years now, through high school and college. They seem to have followed me to adulthood and I just feel as though I'm at my wits end.
I recently moved about an hour away from home to start a career with high hopes of a new life, a clean slate, and people liking me for who I am. I mean, I'm an adult now, right? People should appreciate that I have a career, am a nice person with high morals, and not care I wasn't the captain of the cheerleading squad. It should be easy to make friends.
Wrong. I feel just as lonely as before, if not more. I swore up and down I would make friends here and go out; I have yet to make a single friend. I approached a guy that was giving me signs of liking me on transit, and now he acts like he hates me, too. I don't know why people just don't like me.
I feel so disengaged from my God, and so alone. My depression is acting up full force, and I
2007-04-28
03:23:39
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YoungShyCareerGirl
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Mental Health