My boyfriend really really loves me. I've never felt so loved before in my whole life. He has really opened up to me and made himself vulnerable in a way he's never done before. He's sure he wants to be with me for the rest of our lives. But I'm not so sure. He's so young (22) and quite unexperienced - I can't be sure of what he will be like in five or ten years. I want to get married soon and have kids in a couple of years. He wants that too, but I don't know if he's ready. The real issue, in addition to the age thing, is the fact that I'm a Christian and he's not. I'm active in a church as a choir leader. But my faith has had its rough turns. I had two years of depression, when I couldn't see any point in me living instead of dying. Then I decided I had to do something about my life, because clearly no one including God would come and just make everything alright again. And it went OK. And then I met my boyfriend. He has helped me in many ways - he makes me feel like a beautiful pers
2007-04-25
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