I am depressed and I hate it. I won't allow anyone to love me. Every time I end a relationship I realize through old letters and things, that they loved me. I have issues with my mother. Throughout my life she has had no problem letting me know that she didn't want me. I have spent a lifetime trying to please her and to understand why she hates me so. Nothing seems to work. My father is an alcoholic so even if he loves me, he has trouble showing me. I've spent the last 11years helping him to get his life together and have put my own on hold. I crave so bad for someone to love me but when I get a chance, I can't see it. I don't know how to love myself although I have given that as advice to others.
2007-02-28
19:02:10
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Starshika
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Psychology