All my life, I have been on a emotional roller coaster, yet always hiding it. My friends don't even know how much I hurt inside. I love the phrase "last guys finish last" because that is how I feel. All my life I have always put others before myself. But I have never gotten anything from it. My father died when I was 6, and ever since then my mother has fought to keep our house and to put food on the table. All throughout high school, I had to work, to be able to help out around the house, and to pay for college. I am currently in college right now. I am always stressed out, and always feel like I just can not take it anymore. The only friends I have, don't care. I don't want to turn to my mother, because I don't want to upset her. I feel like I have no one to turn to for help. My question: Why does this always happen to good people? I am not suicidal, I have thought about it before, but could never carry it out! I just wish that I could go "home". Why does it have to be this way?
2007-02-18
18:30:47
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