I am leaving my secret sexless seven year green card marriage-to be with a ghost-my mother doesnt know I'm married.
She haunts me during the day and comes to me in my dreams at night. I am sane-no drug or mental history to speak of. I came from a good place-good stock, a good family. No abuse. Many gifts from my parents, many friends around me. Very lucky.
Never had any trouble finding a girlfriend or being in a relationship with one until now.
I have bought roses, wine, a diamond ring-which I mailed to her via federal express. Every song I hear on the radio, every song from my childhood-reminds me of her. All those childhood memories dashed and replaced by this woman that I accidently fell in love with. The woman on my screen.
To combat the problem I recently removed my television as to not see her. But she comes to me. I also stopped listening to the radio but she still visits.
Is this romantic or tragic?
This is my reality since Halloween 06.
I dropped everything. Is this love?
2007-01-06
03:27:36
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